Heartfelt & Raw: Read an Extract From Disgraceful by Rachel Fox McLeod

Heartfelt & Raw: Read an Extract From Disgraceful by Rachel Fox McLeod

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This morning started the same way most weekday mornings have started for as long as I can remember, which makes it sound boring, but there’s something to be said for predictability. It was an early winter Tuesday, which meant thirty chilly laps in the Icebergs pool, followed immediately by a 7 am yoga class on the deck to warm up, while Daniel worked out whatever demons he needed to work out on a nearby squash court.

I know it’s odd talking about demons when my husband is you know who – but anybody who plays any kind of racquet sport will tell you it’s saved them a mint in therapy. Besides, being responsible for the moral compass of an entire congregation is not without its stresses.

I’d sealed my yoga practice with my hands to prayer and a deep exhale, face upturned to the sun as the instructor brought the class to a close. Rolling my mat up, I’d glanced to my left. Lucinda hadn’t even broken a sweat, but I guess that’s to be expected when you’re barely forty.

‘How are you as fresh as a daisy after that many downward dogs when I look like a tomato?’

Lucinda had stood, deftly wrapping her hair into a topknot. ‘Stop it. You always look immaculate.’ We’d fallen into step, heading for the exit. ‘Speaking of immaculate, are you wearing something fabulous tonight? I can’t believe the concert’s being televised. Are you nervous?’

‘I’m not the one who has to deliver a sermon to potentially hundreds of thousands of people.’ I’d shrugged. ‘I’ve been too busy with the conference program to think about clothes, to be honest.’ That’s a lie. ‘Nobody’ll be looking at me anyway.’ Also a lie. ‘I’m focused on making sure everything runs smoothly for Daniel – no hiccups.’ I must have seemed worried because she’d peered at me, squeezing my arm.

‘If it runs anything like this week has, I’ve no doubt it’ll be perfect, Grace. You two are like a…

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Publisher details

Disgraceful
Author
Rachel Fox McLeod
Genre
Fiction
Released
28 April, 2026
ISBN
9781761634147

Synopsis

A hilarious and moving debut novel about a woman who writes a ‘f*ck-it’ list to reclaim herself after her marriage unexpectedly implodes.Forty-nine-year-old Grace Miller is the ultimate good girl. Good wife, good mother, good role model. She has to be, she’s been married to a notable evangelical Christian pastor for nearly thirty years.But when Grace’s marriage implodes very publicly, she realises she’s spent her entire life putting other people’s needs first – and she’s had enough. Determined to shake things up, Grace writes a ‘f*ck-it’ list of fifty bad decisions to complete before she turns fifty. But just as she starts to reclaim herself, her family throws her some unexpected curve balls that threaten to derail the plan.With the emotional heart and complex family dynamics of Marian Keyes and Monica McInerney, combined with the sharp humour of Kathy Lette and Caitlin Moran, Disgraceful tramples the idea that women should grow old gracefully, and posits that sometimes bad decisions are the best ones you can make.
Rachel Fox McLeod
About the author

Rachel Fox McLeod

Rachel Fox McLeod is an award-winning fiction writer and screenwriter. Her film and television credits including Wanted (Matchbox Pictures), Mako Mermaids (Disney/Netflix) and The Bachelor. Rachel has also been awarded the Josephine Ulrick Literature Prize and the Griffith Review Emerging Writers Prize. Her debut novel, Disgraceful, is being developed as a television series and has previously been supported by Screen QLD. Rachel likes tattoos, pop culture, the F word and cheese. Not in that order ... cheese always comes first.

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  1. Mila says:

    so cool